SHATTERED HEART ,
SHATTERED DREAM ,
SHATTERED HOPE.

Dunnoe wad 2 do next...hais...esp tis time...guess the past is restarting again...
or perhap it is retribution ba...
busted my fist again yesterday well...why?
cause doesnt feel veri gd yesterday...then argh...vented all my emotion on the wall again
mango ...thx bro 4 comforting mi...
althought i busted my hand & it hurt but after tat i feel alot better
alot better than wad i m within tat past few mins

hais until nw... i aready done my best le la *done wad i CAN* and i realli mean it
but still it hurt alot...*been quite sum time i experiencing tis agony AGAIN*
missing her is terrible enuff...well...being without her is worse i guess..
till nw...she doesnt realise hw much i care,
hw much i lub,
hw much i wan u!
wad i can do nw is ...maybe be mentally prepare 4 the bad news ba
all i can sae is..I Lub You
argh typin tis entry sure is painful 4 mi man
things just happen sho fast i cant take the blow ba

1 - becox of her
2 - the death of my ITE friend Alex *respect* 4 u
Rest in peace bro ...we will miz u
3 - Akira going in his National service soon
bro take care man...

so bros & friends hope u all understand wad i m going thur nw
cox tis period of time .it was extremly hard 4 mi 2 control my feeling
hais...i remember i alway tell people 2 be strong mentally
turn out i m nt...but i will alway try my best ba.

hais...
end
i miz u evan...i realli do

♥ shinmiko
- 8:36 PM