hais...yesterday finally get 2 tok 2 her...
but haax..thing nt turning out the back i wish despite i tried my best
i nt even asking her 2 be wif mi nw...just wan her 2 consider
or i do i stand a chance right from the begining till nw
wad she sae was...i guess i make u suffer enuff
but did she ever tink tat? hw will i feel if i cant be wif her
doesnt tat make mi suffer too?
so far i felt tat all she sae finding an excuse 2 get rid of mi ba
while typing tis i fighting tis
pain inside mi since i hang up wif her
before hanging up she ask mi 1
tupid lame question
Her:issit becox u like mi then u treat mi gd?
Mi: yes *pissed off*
WTF ask mi tis?
i mean all my bros my close 1 all fake 1 ah...i mean if a guy like a girl
surely get more
special attention than other right...ask tis type of
crapi realli hope i can overcome tis ba...
i think god can explain...guess i be skipping sch for tml
to kill all tis
sorrow...memories in the past realli hurt
days wif u *ice skating,Sentosa* image of u in my mind
hais dunnoe...nw realli fighting veri hard mentally
nt 2 break down again...
ya...hate 2 admit...still...
i am still
SILLY enuff i am falling 4
her argh!
