nw 3:51am cant realli get 2 slp ...missin her voice, her everything.15 days le since i last met her..the process so far was well gettin worse
yet i dunnoe whether i shld fight on..i am tired (mentally & physically)
but sumting inside my heart tell mi 2 fight no matter wad happen
cox i knew tat i still
LOVE HERhaiz ..was kinda dissapointed, whole day i tired 2 contact her...haax but in vain hais =(
i mean she normally will leave mi a msg or 2 in the morining & night time
(maybe i m asking too much from her le ba but i must trust her)
beside tat, kinda worried 4 her since cant contact her...hais...
i mean on her health condition , all i can do is hope & pray ba
jia you on yr O levels! ...hope it is going smoothly so far
THE BAD NEWSjust discover recently her cousin post a shout out which stats -
* grats You have entered my shit list *c le also sianx...cox sumhow we will eventually meet at Fuji de
since he is a hockey player...well..guess tat leave a mark tere since all tis happen
some of my bros advise mi 2 ignore then treat him as childish or low class
some ask mi go confront him (which i don't want to) Thing might turn ugly i mean.
some tell mi 2 tell him 2 mind his own business.
i don't know why i shld suffer all tis agony (hao ren zhen nan zhuo!)
all i wish was just
HER...& i am realli realli
FIGHTING mentally inside mi
like i neber experienced before
i m nt the onli 1 suffering tis pain...some of my bros, & loves 1 too.
maybe it is just the begining or.........?
no matter wad i m 19 tis year turning 20 veri soon..
I MUST BE A MAN*
If not how to protect her* =)
