Our Love isn't a Fantasy nor a Fiction

2008-01-19T11:34:00.000+08:00

19 Jan 08

My main man Dad!

Shuang! =x

Open Concept! -.-"

Morining view from our Hotel

Morining.

Night

NongNooch Tropical Garden

Dad Car (Dodge Ram 3500)

Sis Car (Mini Cooper)

My Car (1997 Ferrari GTS Spider)

Sis & Dad (Garden Scene)

Contispation =x

Sis with her Tradermark Pos

Muay Thai Boxing

Intense Fighting!!!

2008-01-15T14:34:00.000+08:00

15 Jan 08

Trip to Thailand on 24 Dec - 30 Dec 07

Was super hungry when we get off the plane!
*The plane food sux =x

The food we ate : =P

After we had our dinner, went to Major Cineplex
to watch National Treasure Book of Secrets.
Before the show @ Thailand we must stand
for their Royal National Anthem tribute & respect
to the KING of Thai.

Check in the Hotel located at Bankok
(Arnoma Hotel) at around 10 plus.

Dad & me!

The Busy Street at Bangkok On Christmas Eve

Tons of people drinking & preparing to
countdown for Christmas.

My Sis , Dad & Me.

-end of day 1 -

Slacking away the next morining.

View from our Hotel Room.

Once we had our Breakfast, Dad brought us
to the countryside of Thailand, which took
us 2 hours plus journey to reach the destination. -.-"

=( the Sunflowers had wilthered.
Locals say Best time for Sunflower to Bloom
is on late Oct or Novemeber months.

Will update soon, since need to resize the picture
and adjust blah blah blah!

Well talking about me for the past week.
Been really emotional lately. =(
Haish. quite a few reasons i guess.
hope tommorrow or maybe some day i will
be back to what i really are.

6 more days and counting!

2007-12-10T11:54:00.000+08:00

10 Dec 07

もう君がいない
作詞・作曲：FUNKY MONKEY BABYS・菅谷豊・大塚利恵いっそのこと忘れたい　こんなにも切ないなら涙溢れ　瞳閉じれば今でも君の笑顔　今でも君の香
りこんなにも大好きだったなんて

If it was going to be this painful, I would have rather just forgotten it allWhen I close my tear-filled eyes,even now I can see your smile, smell your fragranceI didn't realize just how much I loved you

夕暮れの駅のホーム　二人　隅っこのベンチに座り君が乗るはずの電車を　何本見送ったんだろう僕はうつむいたまま　君の涙に気づいていたからさよならするのが恐かった　その右手を離せなかった最終電車のベルが鳴り響いて　君は急に立ち上がって無理して作った笑顔で「今までありがとう」って言った顔を上げたら　走り去ってく小さな背中行き場を失った左手は　さびしく震えてた

Sitting together on a bench in the corner of the station at dusk,I wonder how many times we watched your train pass bySee your tears, I couldn't look anywhere but the floorI was afraid of saying goodbye; I didn't think I could let go of that right handAt the bell signalling the final train, you suddenly stoodWith a forced smile, you said, "Thank you for everything"When I looked up, I saw your small, retreating backMy left hand, losing its place, trembled with loneliness

いっそのこと忘れたい　こんなにも切ないなら涙溢れ　瞳閉じれば今でも君の笑顔　今でも君の香りこんなにも大好きだったなんて

If it was going to be this painful, I would have rather just forgotten it allWhen I close my tear-filled eyes,even now I can see your smile, smell your fragranceI didn't realize just how much I loved you

いつからか心二人すれちがい　楽しかったあの頃嘘みたい夢見たいに過ごした毎日の中でずれていってたタイミングもうあの頃に戻れないの　見慣れたはずの景色さえもWoo　少し何かが違う　想いがにじんで　涙が出ちゃう車の中や街の中や　一緒に過ごした部屋の中歩んできた色んな季節を　これから一人だけで見てくの大切な気持ちや想いで　頭の中めぐる思い出いつもの隣　僕のそばに　もう君がいない

Somewhere along the way, our hearts started to miscoordinateOur happier times seemed so far awayIn those days that were like dreams, our timing started to shiftWe can't return to those days, or even that scenery we were so used to has changedWoo Something is a little bit different -- the memories blur, and tears start to flowInside the car, inside the the town, or in this room where we spent time togetherAlone, I'm going to watch the seasons that we walked together as they passWith these precious feelings and memories that circle around in my headYou were always right next to me, but you're not here anymore

まだ忘れられない　そこに君はいないのに涙溢れ　瞳閉じれば今も君のすべてを体中が覚えてる誰よりも僕を愛してくれてた

Even though you're not here anymore, I still can't forgetWhen I close my tear-filled eyes,My body still remembers everything about youYou loved me more than anyone

ねえ君は今頃　どこの空の下を歩いているの？どんな人と出会いながら　どんな日々を過ごしているの本当は君の幸せを　僕は願うべきだけどごめんね　まだそんなに強くなれない

Hey, where is the sky that you're walking under around now?With what kinds of people are you living what kinds of daysAlthough I really should be praying for your happinessI'm sorry, I can't be that strong quite yet

いっそのこと忘れたい　こんなにも切ないなら涙溢れ　瞳閉じれば今でも君の笑顔　今でも君の香りこんなにも大好きだったなんて

If it was going to be this painful, I would have rather just forgotten it allWhen I close my tear-filled eyes,even now I can see your smile, smell your fragranceI didn't realize just how much I loved you

まだ忘れられない　そこに君はいないのに涙溢れ　瞳閉じれば今も君のすべてを体中が覚えてる誰よりも僕を愛してくれてた

Even though you're not here anymore, I still can't forgetWhen I close my tear-filled eyes,My body still remembers everything about youYou loved me more than anyone

2007-10-11T11:32:00.000+08:00

11 October 07

waow~
so long never update,
well make it short
hm..things are finally getting back together
haax, still pondering whether to go skate tml
cause of my injured kneecap
hasih sian everytime injured =(
then ' sumone' don let mi go luh HOR~ =x
anyway thx for yr concern

will update real soon again.

She is not mine....

2007-08-16T15:01:00.000+08:00

16 August 07

so long never blog le!
time flies ~
Been hanging around at town lately for the past 4 days except yesterday
skating day with
eddie & weixiang.
Spending time playin pool, slacking or shopping -.-"

well for today, so far spend my day watching
a roller skates anime while waiting for weixiang to
come over my place to meet before going to Causeway
to repair his handphone .

2007-08-02T00:12:00.000+08:00

2 August 07

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!

ELLIS LUI YI LI =x oOpz
*dunnoe spell correctly anot*

Jia you on yr upcoming O levels!
See ya Real soon!

2007-07-23T01:43:00.000+08:00

22 July 07

BIG SHIT POPPIN!

Went to town till around 11:15pm
nothing much~.

2007-07-18T02:23:00.000+08:00

17 July 07

Tuesday

Woke up early to attend class today =x
Rare right?? Oopz.
but main priority is to take the deferment letter
from ITE to defer my NS, since i m still studying now luh.
Rushed to JE Mrt Station to meet Nicole at around 2 plus.
Met up with Alfreda @ Westmall Mos Burger.
Had our lunch there, since the Da Xiao Jie craved for Mos since Monday.
Ate le.Took Mrt to CCK
Slacked and Camouflage @ the Arcade
while waiting for the arrival of Jos,Zel & Jeff.
Was kinda restless luh.
Cause can't play Initial D (-.-")
So just see the rest of them play Para Para.
Went to CCK Park to slacked,
cause no designated place to go.
Played like a primary school kids luh
*Shake Head* 20 years old Guy like that
Played till around 6pm and head back to Lot 1 for Dinner.
'Recharge' ourselves at LJS.
Then Alfreda had curfew so is required need to go home.
Pei Nicole & Alfreda to the Taxi Stand.
Since 'Da Jie' giving Alfreda a lift home.
Haha In the end the "Da jie" complain the Cab fare $30+ Lmao
Hazel took Bus and went off le.
Jeff took the LRT home.
MI and Jos took 188 Home.

End here.
Tommorrow Skating Day I guess
Abit relutant to go.
haish..

Friday

Went KBox to celebrate Alfreda's Birthday,
Nicole,Jeffrey,Hazel & Me were there.
Never sing much that day.
But a BIG THANK to Nicole & Alfreda
for helping me out to pay for the cost that day.
Lastly,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU Again Alfreda!

2007-07-11T03:29:00.000+08:00

11 July 07
3:36AM

Monday

Never attended school =x Why??
Nothing was on my mind except NP Ice Skating Event
which is gonna take place.
Had a uber fun time luh skating.
Quite alot of skaters turn up for the event.
exp : akira,steven,brandon,shawn.Kelvin Koh,Derek
Florence,QH,May and so on.
Best part was...
No rules! Can do whatever i desire. wahahha =x
but sadly it only last for 3 short hours.
But overall i really had a blast.

Sunday

Spend my time playing XBox LAN @ Cine
with Nicole first, cause Jeff & the rest haven't reach
town yet. So played Halo 2 while waiting for their arrival,
haax! Nicole was quite a player luh!
Rocket Power!!! *cheap move* =x
Went down to 4th floor at the ticketing booth corner
to wait for Jeff & Co.After some time they finally arrived.
Then we played arcade & LAN again until about 7:30pm.
Best part is I VS Nicole & Hazel on CS then i kena bullied =x
Watch (My Wife Is A Gangster 3) @ 7:30 with..
Nicole , Joewe & Jolyn.
Out of 5 i Give the show a 4.5!!
You readers out there if have the chance should go catch it.
Nic went home straight after the show ended.
Left Me & Joewe & Jolyn
Had our supper @ Kopitiam till 10plus.
Head home after that.
Damn!
Was drenched by the rain when walking home
Duh.

2007-07-04T03:52:00.000+08:00

4 July 07
3:59Am

Thought about quite a handful of things just now.
Been not really myself lately, especially : creating a fuzz over minors matters.
Anyway AJ msg me just now on Messenger & stats she was back from Australia and was sorry for not replying my calls and messages.
Was kinda surpise at first cause is been couple of weeks since i lasted contacted her & i thought she had forgotten about me.
haishh..nvm.
Hope things goes on smootly for this past week.
Will be Skating tomorrow (hope she will be there)
and Daddy will be back on Thursday.
and...

i miss you.

2007-06-28T17:16:00.000+08:00

28 June 07

Delication for U~ Sabrina

Happy Birthday To You!
All the Best to you!

2007-06-26T20:42:00.001+08:00

R.KELLY FT. USHER - SAME GIRL

2007-06-22T00:19:00.000+08:00

21 June 07

went to Paradiz Centre with..

Jackson
Joewe
Josephine
Jeffrey
Hazel
ChengYang

for some LAN gaming action again .
Kelvin Koh Came too,but played for about 30min
and left to meet his friends for chalet.
During the period of gaming,
as usual i alway get OWNED by them
was abit pissed off by the stupid mouse there.
It just sux it is either too sensitive or too 'bulky'.
Then switch to DOTA lol
1st timer lo. Don't know how to play at all.
Just trying my best in whatever Dan, 91 & Jackson instructed me to do.
For the 1st round i used 'Magina The Anti Mage' (It was a mess)
2nd round i used Zeus (wah lighthing damn power~)
3rd Round Blood Seeker ( way alot better MY MAIN MAN)
Overall it was fun,hope i won't get too addicted from this experience.
Went to have dinner at Mac while thinking where we should head for next.
End up went to Lot 1 to play arcade. LOL video game again -.-" duh!
Slacked and chat at Mac again before heading home.

End here.
Planning for tommorow is cut my hair
and 50/50 percent chance of skating tommorrow.
=( To the special you.
So many things are unreveal from my heart
but ....i miss you REALLY!

Ignorance is Bliss....

2007-06-13T01:51:00.000+08:00

12 June 07

Look forward tomorrow skating with quite
alot of people.Another part of it,
is she is going too! yeah ^^
Finally~
Hope things will turn out fine.

2007-06-11T00:52:00.000+08:00

10 June 07

haix..Been quite emotional lately.
Really Miss the sight of her
Especially her smile. =(
haish.
Then somemore so many problems
Argh! AND i HATE IT!

2007-06-06T02:32:00.000+08:00

6 June 07

It is aready 3:15am.
I still can't sleep yet cause of her.
Did't even manage to talk to her on the phone today.
Actually was kinda happy at first until,
she told me she can't go skate tommorrow =(
haish! been lookin forward to see her
since Sunday after her competition.
but in the end turn out this way. =(
argh! aready miss her real bad .
Her voice
Her smile
Her everything
Well i guess what i had to do now was to just sit around until i just fall asleep naturally.
Will be meeting ChengYang & Jeffrey tommorrow at 11am anyway.
Hope somehow some way she can make it tomorrow.
and ...i love you.

2007-06-05T00:40:00.000+08:00

3 May 07

In the noon at about 1:30pm
left home and rushed to Westmall to buy the flower for her.
It was kinda budget for me cause i aready spend most of
my money on Sat for the Sentosa trip espeically on the Seafood part.
End up spend the remaining $20 i have buying the flower.
Left with a BIG BAG ZERO after i bought it.
(pathatheic huh) lol.
Then in the end the florist say it required 15min to decorate & florish the whole thing together.
so 1:50pm when it was done.I ran straight to the Taxi stand.
LOL! the quene was damn bloody long (sound like the sentosa trip).
So i ran from Westmall to the BB PolyClinic to hail a cab.
when i board the cab it was aready 1:55pm.
Was kinda anxious caused her program start at 2pm.
BUT! somehow i reach Entertainment at 2pm,
and speed my way up like some kinda of lunatic.
Reach there saw Jeffrey they all.
Standed in a corner to spectate her performance.
Because of her Mum i can't really talk to her yesterday. =( Sighzz
Haha but mango came and encourage me so in the end i manage to give the flower to her. ^^
Then Akira sms me & told me he coming je to find me.
so i just sit at the rental counter talking to Joelle & watch the performance
upon his arrival. 4:20pm Akira finally came and he asked me whether want
to accompany him to Queensway. haha but i told him i ran out of capital,
so i did not.Left the Rink at around 5:10pm took 176 home.
Since nothing to do i decided to play basketball again.
So i walked to Block 118 to meet up with my Bball khakis.
*actually don't need meet they are usually there in the evening*
Saw Elizabeth too~!
Waited for Andy to come and we went to 140 to play.
Played for around 2 hours plus? till around 9pm.
While walking home i called her
Chatted for a while until i got home.
Then Yujun don't know got problem again.
Jackson came to my house and stay for the night.
So after he came we chatted for a while.
I went to sleep first,while Jackson resume the conversation with Yujun & Alfreda.

End of the day

2007-06-03T02:16:00.001+08:00

2 June 07

Disturbed by my mum's naggy complains & lecturing early in the morining, while i was still glued to my bed.
1st thing in my mind when i woke up was 'her'
It was aready 10:40am when i'm completly awake due
to yesterday Anime marathon till 5+am .
@ that time my Mum & Sis are aready out.
So as usual blast myself with 'eurobeat' music again to hype myself
for the excitement ahead of me.(crazy huh? but that is me)
So bath & wash myself & prepare to set off.
alot of things in my mind since i had a crush on her especially this,
Should i buy a rose or flower for her ???
If i buy how am i going to give it to her???
Been pondering about this for a few hours for a resolve but to no avaid.
haish..in the end never buy cause even if i buy,
her mum will be there to monitored her, so it won't be very nice la
*Beside if kena spotted i also don't know what will happen*
So went to the rink saw my sis Flo,XiaoFeng,Therdore & some other NP Skaters.
Went up to the rink,
Talked to her about her competition & some other stuff
she came in 1st in most of her partcipating Program
Congrats! * Don't alway be pressurize by others as long as you tried your best is good enough*
Played Initial D with Justin aka AE86 driver LOL!
Jia you! on yr driving skills Still got room for improvement.
Then Joewe contacted me
& we met up at the taxi stand on the ground level.
Took Bus 97 after buying some snacks from the Pasar Malam.
(FORGET TO BUY MUAH CHEE) damn!
Reach Vivo 3rd level to purchase the ticket for the tram to Sentosa
but the quene was damn damn damn bloody long.
Joewe & me sianx until nothing to say.
So we took the Cab instead to avoid the quene.
Reach there saw Akira's backview
(quite easy to spot since he is the biggest mass compare to other individual =x Oopz)
At there havoc a while only.
cause my allergy reacted again =( haish...
So played Beach Soccer instead.
Haha~ i played damn badly (maybe soccer is not my game)
Then damn unlucky played until my leg sprain -.-" what the puck~
Rest of the time spend there taking snaps shots & talking about everyday life.
Decided to pack up and leave at around 6+pm.
Went back to Vivo...
Joewe,Yujun & Me was waiting at Vivo for Alfreda arrival,
to head for Seafood Cusine @ Pasir Panjang.
But Before that Jeff & Co + Jos &amp; Co + Xiao Xiao & Co + Nick & Co
went there first cause some of them have their own transport.
Reach le had a commotion with mango since some of the people are aready not happy about his recent attitude towards people lately.
But Yujun,Alfreda & Akira calm me down abit, so i just kept quiet & ignore.
Ate aready, most of them went home since they are physically exhausted.
Took a lift from Nick's *URBAN transport*
reach my house downstairs saw my basketball peeps.
so i just join them to chat for a while since it was still only 9+ that time.
BUT! lol surpisesly she called me, when i thought she is not calling since she is having so many program today.
Chat with her for about an hour under my Block lo.
~! here is the 'important' part of the conversation

AJ - Who do you like?
Me - la la la why you want to know?
AJ - Caused i want to know anyway i having sources of who you like.
Me - Really ah? you tell me your answer then i tell you your sources reliable anot.

In the end i reveal the answer to her. =x
her reaction was not very surpise she just say "oh the source came from myself,besides i just simply feel it" (something like that) xD
Then she hang up caused her mum came in.
Went home & bath watch TV etc.
was hoping she called again. but sadly =( ..booo
Anyway she need rest for tommorrow program.
Waited for Yujun de call until 12+
Then tried calling her for a few attempt but nobody pick up.
(NGYUJUN put AEROPLANE AGAIN HAR!!!??)
So nothing to do now blogging here to post my emotions & life.
Overall today is a fun day.

AJ - I MISS YOU LIKE HELL ~! now 4am le still can't slp yet =(
All because of you =x

Alfreda - Take care of yourself hope you have a speedy recovery!!@

Yujun - *shake head* Search deep in your heart and you will know
what you trully desire.
got any problem i'm alway here for you

Joewe - Hm...bro nothing much to say to you, Thank for the Kueh &
Cab fare?? LOL!
All the best to you & 90

Akira - Aki Don't alway quarrel with your GF la lol. All the best to you
too.

Jackson - BRO~! Haha somehow we sure have a very fun time lately
together
Look forward to our next outing again.

Daniel - Purse what you want, and don't back down so easily bro.

Take care peeps.
miz miz miz YOU! =x

2007-06-01T00:15:00.000+08:00

31 May 07

argh!
i miss her!
*emo*

2007-05-30T00:27:00.000+08:00

29 May 07

Just came back moments ago.
Morning wake up was not feeling in a 100%.
Was suffering from some slight headache yesterday.
after playing some intense & exhasuting Bball game yesterday night.
So did not go attend school to see my form teacher again.
actually did not intend to turn up for Eddie de Outing,
since they are celebrating their 1 years anniversary.
Anyway wish you both may last even longer!!!
So end up i still turn up cause nothing to accomplish at home.
reach Plaza Sin at around 3plus.
Besides Eddie & Madeline,
Jeffrey
ChengYang
Joyce
Yan Yi
Hazel.
was there 1st.
Shortly after we reach Cineleisure.
Joewe,Yujun & Jackson came.
So just walk around and slack around town
figuring & planning what to do next.
Went up to E-MAX to book a 'chamber'
haha the room was kinda small for us all to squeeze in it.
Spend around 2 hrs there surfing net dota x-box stuff like that.
Then Jeff & Co left early.
So left mi,jackson,91,suki,eddie & mad
Took Bus 190 with Jack,91 & Suki
Was at there chatting about 'muah chee' etc LOL!
After that reach Choa Chu Kang le.
Walked to a nearby Malay Coffee Shop which Suki recommend.
reach there was joking about some 'Nasi Barbie' stuff again =x
but the food there was nice.
Went home straight after eating cause it was aready 11:20+pm
worried can't get transport home,since i don't know the
schedule for weekdays.
Lastly thinking about tomorrow attending school stuff.
Am i able to continue?
i also don't know the answer yet.
But hope so.
& Puck U! Mr Chee. damn u!
People like you not eligible to be a teacher!!

2007-05-25T18:43:00.000+08:00

24 May 07

Really create a catastrophe at kbox last nights,
with :
Hazel(the birthday girl)
Yujun
Joyce
Jackson
Joewe
Jeffrey
Cheng-Yang
Ming-He
But the bill cost $148.71
*faint*

Here Are Some snap shots i took :

Don't know what they trying to do
Haven't figure it out yet.*shake head*

The Disco Light .

The Neoprint We took @ Heeren.

Hazel fall down after a few attempt of
doing hockey brake in the Mrt platform.

2007-05-25T00:23:00.000+08:00

OEI!

SI CHAR BO!
SPOILTBRAT har?
So long de things you rake up for what?
Your parents never teach you ?
NB! Don't think u spoiltbrat can
take control of things around watever thing
you desire.
PUI!
KNS.
And lastly a true fact is you are not onli..
a bitch,
a bastard & a whore too.

2007-05-24T00:44:00.000+08:00

23 May 07

Short Recap here,

Happy Birthday to Hazel aka Hazelnut

We gonna create havoc & castrophere tomorrow
in town to celebrate your birthday!
That's all

Peace out~
Good Nights peeps

2007-05-23T10:23:00.000+08:00

23 May 07

Just wanna post a short & quick 1,

Bon Voyage to Yumiki

Hope you enjoy your stay @ Taiwan

See you on 26 June when you are back.

Take care.

2007-05-23T00:37:00.001+08:00

22 May 07

just came back from some intense basketball action today .
was kinda amazed by the changes & look of the
past basketball peeps i used to hang around with everyday.
Adrain,Teck Hian,Hong Sheng & Andy etc.
all become pro baller liao, then i lack behind until like i play
in a different league. *shake head*.
*Thank to ice-skating* LOL =x
all my skill go down to the drains
haha i do love skating also. Why?
Meet some amazing individual there.
example:

Akira
Joewe
Jackson
Derek
ChengYang
Muthu
Jeffrey & Co
Raymond
Yujun
Alfreda
Stella
Ys
Uncle Neo & Botak
and so on.

Well, kinda hoping that half bald head dumb & jackass
will unbanned me real soon.
Cause holiday is just around the corner for alot of people.
100% sure kena left out 1 if i m still not yet unbanned.
Anyway is really fruit-full day today, upon meeting those people
i really never seen for around 2 years le.
Hope we will 'posterize' or burn each other again.

Peace out~

2007-05-21T13:14:00.000+08:00

21 May 07

Been staying at home for the past 2 & half days le -.-"
and i'm HOME SICK man! *cannot tahan*

but thought of quite a handful of things,
regarding the past. Especially this,
Well it been 4 years,
& i still miss you dearly.

somehow i manage to explain it out here.

Reasons why i did not turn up for the date,
cause i have no confidence in myself,alway doubting myself
saying shit like 'i am not good enough' etc.
i still remembered those days we were working together
@ Suntec.
it happen just like yesterday.
haax, don't know why after 4 years i can still be writing this.
haish!
anyway now waiting for weixiang to contact me.
he say 12 plus nw 1:36pm le.
haishh maybe kena arrow by his Sergeant. =x
Well hope things go well from this fresh week.

Since 'problems' erupted & the holidays are around the corner.

2007-05-18T21:06:00.000+08:00

18 May 07

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU.

NG YU-JUN

All THE BEST TO YOU.

2007-05-17T13:56:00.000+08:00

17 May 07

my background music is a rap song from my malay friends.
The Future Singapore P Diddy or 50cent LOL~!

Title is: Half Left Down - Recruit Chaz Ali Feat Sergeant Onedee
Content of the song is about Army Life.

Haax nt bad right~?
Hope you guys like it.

2007-05-09T00:14:00.000+08:00

8 May 07

hoho!
8 of May eh?
what the occasion???
My Sis Birthday!!!
Happy Birthday To You!
May whatever you wish or desire come upon u!

Head on to how i spend my day today.
Today afternoon went to my grandma house before
heading to Westmall for dinner.
First we head to 'mayim' the Chinese Resturant to fuel ourselves.
After that went to Swensen
Cause my dad want to have coffee.
Behave abit embrassed,
Cause 'Mayim' is just beside Swensen.
My Dad was thinkin whether people will label or
remark us as glutton anot. haax!!!
After the 'Huge & sump meal.
My sis went to meet QH for Spiderman 3,
while my dad & me went home first.
at home as usual lo, watch the new bought vcd from lot1
then now bloggin here.
Fin~

Peace out~

2007-05-04T01:24:00.000+08:00

3 May 07

Day without skating just lurk past unknownily
but i guess it is a good thing (^-^)
look forward to tomorrow. why?
cause just need to attend class for just a short 3 hours!
the other reason is me and mango should be heading to bugis,
after our school hours.
Last good thing which is happening, my dad is coming back to Singapore this Sunday ^^
*Guess his pocket is going to get rape or bomb again* =x
Will update real soon
(depend on my mood =x)

end here
and Good Luck to ~
Yujun
Alfreda
Joys
for yr EXAMS!

peace - OUT!

2007-04-29T21:54:00.000+08:00

Happening for today
Nothing much to post today
Went to play basketball with

Daniel
Mango
Wilson
Weixiang

At Jurong Spring CC
Play until around 7pm
Head for the hawker centre near by.
Eat le..jiu go home liao.
Still wondering what should i do tomorrow.
haishh sad.

Anyway i heard Hazel get banned
Stun upon hearing the News.
I mean Come on.
Hazel can speed how fast only.
Man! To hell! for the managment @ Fuji
Esp u Henry aka Bald headed Asshole.

2007-04-29T21:34:00.000+08:00

Yesterday evening went to watch movie with Ellis & Aisah
The show sux big time lo. "retribution"
about ghost & some detective stuff la.

3 funny parts in the show were:
1 - since when ghost open doors to leave the factility.
2 - a 'oyaji' old man jump down from 3rd floor building & survive.
3 - since when ghost know how to dive?

well, it was kinda stupid. People not scare over the show,
instead they were laughing, but it was a good thing,
the laughter woke me up. If not i sure fall aslp
After the show take the last bus 174 from dhoby.
Reach home at about 1+ am.
Surf the net & fall asleep Zzzz...

2007-04-28T00:58:00.000+08:00

Nothing much to review actually,
Just look forward to tomorrow outing with ellis.
Not sure whether i should retired ice skating & improvise it
to roller blading instead.
Anyway aready order my twista 06 model le,
kinda eager to tried out my new 'demon' soon
Anyway peeps who are going ice skating tommorrow
Enjoy ya!!!

Peace out~

2007-04-25T21:32:00.000+08:00

Well Just had a bad week ever since i went back to school
don't want to say so much on this thing
just so fed up with the banned stuff, school friends
*refer to some malay onli*
hope all this motherfarkin shit will end soon

Peace out~

2007-04-12T00:20:00.000+08:00

KNN I HOPE U ARE READING TIS
STOP ALL YR TRAP & GET A LIFE
AND NW I LABEL U AS MOTHERFUCKER!!!
U GT GUTS COME FIND MI
DON NEED GO TELL PPL 2 RUIN MY REPUTATION LA
JUST A FARKIN MATTER OF TIME I NOE WHO U ARE
AND I CANT WAIT
TO BASH U UP LIKE U NEBER LIVE BEFORE!

2007-04-10T21:38:00.000+08:00

HEY I DON NEED U TIS PIECE OF CRAP TO MESS UP MY LIFE
AND YET I TRUST U
DAMN U ASS
BETTER BUZZ OUT OF MY LIFE NW MF!
AND U DON'T NEED 2 APOLOGIZE 2 mi or wad so EVER
I DON WAN BELIEVE OR LISTEN!

2007-04-09T23:51:00.000+08:00

Suki asked mi to post this

SHE (Suki) IS CHANGING HER 'PAD' NW
11:52PM Monday

2007-04-06T15:24:00.000+08:00

LINKIN PARK - What i've Done

2007-04-04T23:14:00.000+08:00

WE ARE THRU~!!!!
HAISHHH

Today's Picture

From Left Ellis , Mi & Meng Hoe

MI & Ellis

Mango Trying to castrate me =c

Lastly wan to thank :
Meng Hoe
Ellis
Josephine
Yanyi
Jeffrey
Mark
Hazel

For Your Concern!!!
i appreicate it

2007-04-02T01:31:00.000+08:00

aready days 6 le,
Since i last sms her.
yet still i miss her so much.
but i guess i have to try my best to stay
mentally strong ba.
20 years old man le.
just wan to thank alot of my bros & peeps who
are really concern for mi for the past weeks
ARIGATOU

"Seems like every time I try to forget about you, My feelings pull me back in."

2007-03-29T11:01:00.000+08:00

life been dramatically changing for this past weeks for mi ...
still unsure whether it is changing in a Good or Bad way perspectively.
still i don't want to care much now.
people who can't get along with me may head to the EXIT.
cause i tried my best on wadever aspect needed to suit you guys.
what happen in the end?? *puck this shit*
Don't really know how to really express what i feelin nowaday
i only know
i lose the ray of hope i had on her yesterday night.
it just happened so quickly like a gunshot fired.
how i wish i can reverse time & time again when time we r together
the 1st day we talk was at the rink, you were skating on Tuesday 13 Mar
I still rembered it clearly like it was yesterday.
Just a week & a half and it turn out like shit or something else.
it may be my weakness towards communication wif gals?
it may be my lack of confidence?
it may be the lack of chemistry?
i don't know. the feelin inside of me just sux.
1 thing is for sure...i not going to be what i used to be....again.

PLANS!!!

Friday - Watching Movie wif Yulin & Co.

Saturaday - Sentosa Trip with Skaters

Sunday - May be going to the rink to support Narnia since she asked mi to.

Song @ the Moment:
High & Mighty Color - Over

2007-03-23T02:47:00.000+08:00

haishhh
i dunnoe wad the fark i have done.
i am lost!
realli hard 2 read wad is gg thru yr mind since day 1
althought the short period of time we have together
realli wish we can tok again..
argh...
i miz u =(
and it is KILLING mi.

2007-03-21T00:35:00.000+08:00

haishh...
feeling right nw was...
Why i so shi bai sia *dunnoe wad topic 2 start when engage wif her in conversation*
still haven recovered the bloody confidence i have yet lo haishh sorri raymond..
i try my best...
and ppl hu r out tere hu r concern and wan 2 slap mi 2 gain my confidence backx
althought emo nowaday need 2 stay strong ba...=]
"face ting wif a smile & be strong"
until nw i haven forget tis phrase from sumone special in my Sec Sch days.
k...let get on wad i have accomplished or done today.
morining @ 10am wake up have a quick breakfast left 4 Sengkang c my grandma
reached tere at ard 12noon so spend the day tere slack.tok about family matters etc
before meeting Eddie at Rumbia LRT Station.
Went to Dhoby Gaut Plaza Singapura 2 meet Eddie's Gf
ate @ sum causual dining places *dun realli noe hw 2 explain the location tere*
as usual,play the arcade INITIAL D!
then Daniel came, stroll ard Heeren & Cine till 7pm
Eddie & hisgd left @ 7pm sianx left mi & dan
waited for Jasmine arrival @ Lucky Plaza
finally she came! so long neber c her...
recomend mi wad perfume 2 buy
finally able 2 buy 1 @ at a gd price
*still veri exp* =x but hope she like it jiu hao le*
went 2 Cine again 2 play Pool game
alway lose 1...*shake head* i m a Pool Noob
then Jasmine's bf came lol *PRO lai de in pool* BOW~~~
yup after getting trash & posterize by the Duo
Jas & her bf went 2 eat,
i left cox don wan 2 be Lightbulb...
while walkin alone 2 somerset Mrt kinda emo sia =(
suay suay it started 2 rain
tink bout her...sumore she having bandage here & tere
sianx...kinda of like feel so useless.
like nt any use to her
lol...tink until walk overshot in the end run 2 Dhoby Gaut Mrt
Reach home le...'rape' the Ramily Burger i bought @ Street market
tok 2 her abit on Msn
but ya like i sae eariler...
i ran out of topic againx *STUPID mi*
don realli noe hw 2 entertain her.
haishh dun wan sae much.
realli...hope the past just don repeat it over & over again ba
i can onli sae i will try my best till the veri last moment.
cause i don wan 2 lose her.

2007-03-18T23:47:00.000+08:00

so far...it ish almost a week ever since day 1
i met her ^^
realli dunnoe wad 2 sae...
so far everything is gg quite smoothly
but still, i still lack the usual confidence i normally have
and sum other stuff *undisclosed* =x
don realli noe hw 2 express it out here!
perhaps those hu are close 2 mi
understand wad i m tokin about ba
well sum delications 2 my REAL bros & frienz out tere

Daniel Bro:
u been a great frienz since day 1
haha,remember uncle joseph shop right
*u shld noe wad i tokin about*
Hope we can acccomplished sum stunts together on ice !
so here is a big thank 4 wad ever ting u have done 4 mi
*BOW*

Hubert Bro:
well well well...hubert noe u just for about a month
althought it was short,
but it was realli fun having u ard la
i guess we next time be the best tag team partner on ice man
i mean on ice sychronization! haax *sound gays man*
lookin forward 2 our next meeting ya!

Suki aka Yujun:
whoa~! hey COOKIES! =x
it was rather a roller coaster ride 4 u so far right
*refering 2 yr mood*
sumtime happi out of the blue can emo until siao
but i hope u r better nw ba, cox is affect quite a number of ppl ard u
man..no matter wad happen
stay strong! cox tere is ppl like alfreda, joys & Xiuhui ard 4 u

ELLIS aka Lub JIN sama =x:
today AIRHOV wif u & Dan
while conferencing on MSN sia
lol...so...wad our gang name?
haven thought of it yet right?
slow...oopz
told u the Kross Punk Gang Best liao
u don wan =x
hao la don sae u liao
ltr u call yr blunt gang come hoot mi
i scare =x
TAKE CARE !

Akira Bro:
sia la...noe u in camp right nw
training yr driving licenese right?
haolian la...can drive lo. I WAN DAMN IT! =x
hope u don drive the Army truck like...
INITIAL D! LOLX! =x jk
nth much 2 sae actualli
Take care Bro...
C U on SAT SHI FU! haax

FAITH
Just a simple delication 4 u!
All the Best on yr coming new learning enviorment =x
haax! neber skate wif u before lei!
teach mi lei...i dunnoe hw 2 inline lo
i also dunnoe hw 2 ice skate
rookie sehx =x
Take care ^^

Delicated 2 ppl i miz out:
Joewe aka 91
Jackson aka MJ on ICE 23!
Eddie aka KP LA! =x
etc
sorri if i miz out anyone!
c u guys on SAT
AIRHOV again =x

PEACE OUT!!

2007-03-15T17:19:00.000+08:00

haish...
currently wad i am feelin for tis past 2 days,....
yup i am happi ba,esp yesterday (wed) alot of ppl
came 2 skate yesterday.It was hell of a gd time,though
sum ppl are tere 2 bring mi down.(pity Akira cant turn up 2 HAVOC also) haha =x
as for the other ting..damn i m so confused! =(
just lack of confidence ba...
sumore sum ting just crop up so sudden tat
it make it worse. *Don't realli noe how 2 explain*
but realli REALLi hope tat we can worked out together
Lastly..

THANK to:

HUBERT
DANIEL
EDDIE
Suki & Co
For Brightening up my days
and cheering mi up when i m down recently

2007-03-13T17:38:00.000+08:00

Chris Daughtry - It's Not Over

I was blown away.

What could I say?It all seemed to make sense.

You've taken away everything,

And I can't deal with that.

I try to see the good in life,

But good things in life are hard to find.

We'll blow it away, blow it away.

Can we make this something good?

Well, I'll try to do it right this time around.

Let's start over.

I'll try to do it right this time around.

It's not over.'

Cause a part of me is dead and in the ground.

This love is killing me,But you're the only one.

It's not over.

Taken all I could take,

And I cannot wait.

We're wasting too much time

Being strong, holding on.Can't let it bring us down.

My life with you means everything,So I won't give up that easily.

I'll blow it away, blow it away.

Can we make this something good?

'Cause it's all misunderstood.

Well, I'll try to do it right this time around.

Let's start over.

I'll try to do it right this time around.

It's not over.

'Cause a part of me is dead and in the ground.

This love is killing me,But you're the only one.

It's not over.

We can't let this get away.

Let it out, let it out.

Don't get caught up in yourself.

Let it out.

Let's start over.

I'll try to do it right this time around.

It's not over.

'Cause a part of me is dead and in the ground.

This love is killing me,

But you're the only one.

It's not over.

Let's start over.

It's not over, yeah...

This love is killing me,But you're the only one.

2007-02-23T19:56:00.000+08:00

Like the song my heart feel like ice now.

feeling rather down for the past week =( haish...
as usual relationship problem again.
then my grandma in hospital. *pray*
but feel alot better today after i finally burst into tears yesterday
the helplessness in me. when i c my grandma lying in bed.
ya.And Dad, take care of yourself in Thailand.
i will perform my duty here in Singapore de YEsshh Sir
*don worry about grandma*
Hope tomolo i feel alot better and end tis crapping feelin.
anyway lookin forward to tomolo Ice Skating
for some ppl i miz and neber c for a long time
Alexis & Evan

MIZ U DAD!

2007-02-23T18:58:00.000+08:00

playground!
*Place about design stuff*
Damn nice!

sorri dude, the guy lost his underpants.

Sky Hotel wif my dad
*Damn bloody hot*

Golden Retrival @ Chokchai Farm

May mei Posing wif the Sunflower
*sweet!*

~My Dad & mi Again~

Hot meh? =x

Chokchai Farm
*The steak are good tere*

@ the *deathrailways Thailand*
where all the japanese solider march in 2 attack @ World War 2

Baiyoke Sky Hotel View

Floating Market Thailand

Temple Snap Shot

2007-02-15T21:09:00.000+08:00

ARGH!!!
JUST WASTED 1 damn BLOODY CHANCES WHICH I WAS SO CLOSE TO!!
haish...

Sianx...!!!!
=(

2007-02-11T23:26:00.000+08:00

I AM TOAST @ SENTOSA TODAY
11th Feb
*will upload some other pictures very soon!*

2007-02-04T22:31:00.000+08:00

The HULKS! =x haha

Jackson ,Daniel ,Mango, Mi & Akira

Went to Sentosa today! Woot~
Long time never go there le.

Really had a great time there.
Spend the time there
as usual lo
- Beach Soccer-
-Some Stupid game- =x *Don't know the name*

Play until around 6-7pm
Pack our belongings etc *blah blah blah*
Take 188 to Paris Panjang for some BBQ Seafood
Order quite a variety of foods.
haha.Most of our behave like Hungry Ghost.

=x Oopz haax
Finally take bus 188 again with Joewe & Akira
alight le,went to 7-eleven to buy some snacks
Here i am now blogging.
But...

argh!
Today so happy
Tommorrow got tupid School (-____-")
anyway take care peeps!~

2007-01-30T22:58:00.000+08:00

Nothing to updated recently,

My Lifestyle damn boring now,
here goes,

Morining - School

Afternoon - Ice Skating or Window Shopping

Night - Video Gaming & Rest.

sian ...my life so far 1 word to describle SIANX!

NO GOALS !!!

NO Targets to meet

Life is so aimless now !..

Hope this SHIT will be over soon...
Looking Forward for tommorrow -----Ice Skating----

2007-01-21T00:02:00.000+08:00

20 years old le...

hm...today finally went to skate after all the persuation by my peeps! Thx
haha budden realli cant believe i neber get rape in ice lo. haha. *Same goes to the water bath*
Thank bros for understanding the skin condition i have. *BOW*

So skated until ard 7pm then my sis come meet mi @ the rink before heading to Westmall
for dinner wif my mum. Decided 2 dine at Pastamania.Then i keep raping the food when the food is serve lo =x.Bo bian hungry after skating.
As usual lo,buy some grocery at Shop & Save before going home.

Come home le,Bath all tat blah blah blah etc.
On Desktop ...morale go down dunnoe y...haish...
sianx...birthday shld be happi de...
deep down i am not and i m fighting mentally inside like now....

2007-01-20T01:14:00.000+08:00

Hm....what has been on my mind lately?

HER! Just confuse whether should i give myself a chance?
Images of her just keep appearing on my mind.
i even ask myself reasons like:

- Am i Good Enough?
- Will she be surprise & avoid mi after i confess.
- Why am i interested in her.

None of the questions i can answer right now. =( hais
But i m sure, i realli want u to be part of my life.
All i can say is everytime i try so hard. so really really hard.
but in the end the outcome is alway the same.
Is it because MOST girls go for looks?
or something else?

God! i m losing my confidence!
Someone HELP me!

2007-01-16T17:29:00.000+08:00

wah..My Birthday getting closer each day...
so fast..becoming 20 years old le...old man liao~!
want to thank 2 people for yr gifts (realli appreicate it.)

-Pearly aka fcuk
-Angel
Thank alot.

but still pondering whether should i skate on Saturaday
before heading to Marina Bay for BBQ.

Any Plan or Idea Bros?

2007-01-06T00:31:00.000+08:00

Q : What is your status?
A : Single
Q : What were you doing 15 minutes ago?
A : Watching Animax
Q : What are your favourite sports?
A : Ice-skating.
Q : Do you cry most of the time you have problems?
A : No. Will hold back even if it does happen.
Q : Did you have a fight with someone today?
A : No. enough problem for these weeks
Q : What are your fave subjects?
A : English.
Q : Who cheers u up da most in your life?
A : My loves one
Q : Do u like to chat?
A : Yea. Must be more socialable =p
Q : Last chat with?
A : Angel
Q : Do you like to laugh?
A : Haax, Ya adding colour to life.
Q : Last testimonials from? What's the testimonials about?
A : From Qian Hui Wishing mi Happy New Year.
Q : Last message from? What's about?
A : Alfreda *Informing me to call in for conference
Q : Last food?
A : Bread
Q : Do you have an exam?
A : Not so soon, Still having holiday at the moment.
Q : Do you think people who like to study a lot are nerds?
A : er...Not very sure about this No comment.
Q : What's your opinion about long distance relationships?
A : Need Chemistry,Understanding & Faith
Q : About love at the first sight?
A : It does happen in some circumstances.
Q : Did you ever love someone but he/she didnt like you?
A : Ya since i was Sec 2.
Q : Have you ever dumped sumone?
A : Yup. But regret
Q : Have you ever been in a relationship with someone u didn't love?
A : No.
Q : Have you ever hurt someone who loved u so much?
A : Ya.Sometime it is hard to avoid but i will make it to the mininum.
Q : Do you like your school?
A : 50/50 Some of the Teachers are understanding Some are ridculous
Q : Do you have something you must do right now?
A : =p Express my feeling to her? lol =x jk

5 ppl t0 do :
= Angeline aka Angel
= Winnie the Pooh =x
= Meng Hoe Bro
= Derek Bro
= Daniel Bro

2007-01-05T11:59:00.000+08:00

You must answer every question.. with the TRUTH!

01] Is there someone who you like atthe moment?
Not very sure (Still Figuring It Out)

O2] Have you ever given or been given roses?
Come on i am a guy dude~

O3] What is your all-time favorite romance movie?
Umizaru 2

O4] How many times can you honestly say you've been in love?
Hm....4 or 5 maybe 6 haax (Hard to recall for some)

O5] Do you believe that everyone has a soul-mate?
Ya. Hope so

O6] Do you think that you should be friends first?
Certainly

O7] Have you ever had your heartbroken?
Yup. Everyone experience it before i guess.

O8] What do you think about long-distance relationship?
Hm...,well i guess it is good to have long distance relationship,
but it need alot of chemistry,understanding & faith.

O9] Your thoughts on online relationships?
1 of the easy way to make friends in the cyber world
(Don't really know how to answer)

1O] Would you rather date someone five years older or younger?
It depend whether the other party suit my charater.

11] Have you ever seen a friend as more than a friend?
Ya, it do happen.

12] Do you believe the statement, "Once a cheater always a cheater?
Well, not very, but i know something *Once a Bastard always a Bastard* lol jk!

13] How many kids do you want to have?
Wah! Why you want to know? Sponsor my son/daughter their daily needs ah =x

14] Do you usually fall for a wrongboy/girl or the right boy/girl?-
It is happening NOW to ME!!!! haishhh...

15] What is your favorite color(s)?
Black,Green, White & Purple.

16] What are your views on gay marriage?
Sia la! hm...How are they going to *Konnect* =x
My view are it is damn digusting.

17] Have you ever broken someonesheart?
Ya. Alway trying not to since day 1

18] Imagine you're 79 & your spouse just died, would you re-marry?
Of course not! come on! 79 man...girls see maybe fled as the speed of light.

19] At what age did you start noticing the opposite sex?
Kindergarden? haha li hai ba? =x

2O] What song do you want to hear at your wedding?
The Authentic 1.

6 People to do this Quest:

1 - Winnie
2 - Angeline
3 - Ellis
4 - Yumiki
5 - Meng Hoe BRO!
6 - Derek BRO!

2007-01-02T12:09:00.000+08:00

Thailand Trip Part 1

Trying 2 commit sucide @ 84th!!! Storey
Location : Baiyoke Sky Hotel Thailand
Quite an experience at the Sky Hotel
with the bird-eye view of Bangkok

Resting at ISETAN THAILAND~!
Well it was.... HUGE!!!!
Resting after all tat walking
*tired*

Acting Macho @ Manga! PLAYGROUND
THAILAND

The T-Shirt was nice there,tempted to buy
but it was too expensive SIN$120 for 1 Tee
WHOA~!

2006-12-31T14:55:00.000+08:00

hm...short entry here at the main time...

Thank To :

Mango
Nick
Daniel
Jeffrey
Aaron
Alfreda
Joys
Suki
Xiuhui

Thx for sending mi

i appreciate it from bottom of my heart

will update veri soon, cox nw go skating le...

tune in soon man wahhaha =x ...

THAI GERS...hm...SUX~! nt chio 1 =x no la...jk

2006-12-16T23:29:00.000+08:00

hm....today veri tired sehx....4:30am slp sehx
7:30am wake up sia..wah! peng!
then get change bath and prepare all tat...
before heading to JE wif my sis to pei her pay her fee for piano lesson..
then restlessly walk back 2 MRT station wif my sis 2 head for our desire destination.
she heading to Bugis *find her frienz* do sum stuff
i m heading 2 Lavender to extent my passport
the process was way faster than i expected...
less than 10min *inclusive of waiting period*
haax extend my passport le...

9:35AM onli...haha...so take my own sweet time 2 go JE for sum Ice skating action

10:08AM - reach Entertainment le...was hoping tat sum skater have reach le
turn out in vain la..=( onli all the ass figure skater tere lo.

was veri sian until Akira,Jeff & Mei Yan came lo....then continoue skating...
until Disco Night start le...my mind was alway tinking of "wad stunt can i do...
beside the ting i can do nw?"
decided 2 do my so call trademark & fav move on the ice "The Jump Brake"
haha...manage to break my record jump over 3 cone...yeah! budden fall down hard on 1 of the attempt. hais

after skating went 2 KFC 2 have dinner wif Nick,Wilson,Nikki,Joewe,Jackson,Akira & 1 of the Malaysian guy
have meal le..Nick send mi home...
reach home le...bath all tat & do all the neccessary tings..
here i m nw blogging again...
tired of all the thrills and spilts today...
haax been tinking alot of stuff lately.
update soon~

2006-12-12T00:38:00.000+08:00

Your Thoughts Become Your Words.

Your Words Become Your Action.

Your Action Become Your Habit.

Your Habit Become Your Charater.

Your Charater Become Your DESTINY!

2006-11-14T18:20:00.000+08:00

Monday 13 November

After sch went 2 vivo again wif Mango 2 meet Serene
reach tere at ard 4:50pm ...then walk ard...
went 2 candy empire, Toy'R us, E - Zone & Ben & Jerry
haax at Ben & jerry eat ice cream ... saw tis 'Tree' where people put their
wishes & their thoughts written wif tissue paper.
so i did tis... *mango & serene did too*

hm...alot of Memories went into my mind when i saw the 'bridge'
*connecting HarbourFront & Sentosa*
we walk togetherfrom Sentosa 2 vivo ...hais...realli miz u alot...even though u finally call mi back today ,sumhow alot of ting i wanna sae, but i just cant express it out.
i can onli sae...i am just waiting 4 u ba...sum sae i m obessed wif u...
but i nt sure whether it is realli True, but i alway remind myself i did nt do anything wrong
so i guess i don't need 2 fear much.
Took MRT home,
At Home conference wif dan & suki 4 till ard 5am
while i m tinking alot of stuff also la hais...

Lastly for those ppl hu r trying 2 demoralise mi or wad
u can continue if u wan 2..but i m dissapointed by 1 of my bros...
If YOU don't support wad i m doing *cant u plz don't comment on anything*
u r 1 of the ppl i trusted most..yet u let mi down man
tat why it hurt mi mentally when u sae those CRAPS!
i can onli sae i m dissapointed in u... Really.

1-Looking forward 2 tml outing & skating activties wif Dan & Zane...
2-Jia You on yr O'levels U CAN DO IT...lub ya Evan
hope tml will be fun 2 wash the dark clouds away from mi.

2006-11-09T03:14:00.000+08:00

nw 3:51am cant realli get 2 slp ...missin her voice, her everything.

15 days le since i last met her..the process so far was well gettin worse
yet i dunnoe whether i shld fight on..i am tired (mentally & physically)
but sumting inside my heart tell mi 2 fight no matter wad happen
cox i knew tat i still LOVE HER
haiz ..was kinda dissapointed, whole day i tired 2 contact her...haax but in vain hais =(
i mean she normally will leave mi a msg or 2 in the morining & night time
(maybe i m asking too much from her le ba but i must trust her)
beside tat, kinda worried 4 her since cant contact her...hais...
i mean on her health condition , all i can do is hope & pray ba
jia you on yr O levels! ...hope it is going smoothly so far

THE BAD NEWS

just discover recently her cousin post a shout out which stats -
* grats You have entered my shit list *
c le also sianx...cox sumhow we will eventually meet at Fuji de
since he is a hockey player...well..guess tat leave a mark tere since all tis happen
some of my bros advise mi 2 ignore then treat him as childish or low class
some ask mi go confront him (which i don't want to) Thing might turn ugly i mean.
some tell mi 2 tell him 2 mind his own business.

i don't know why i shld suffer all tis agony (hao ren zhen nan zhuo!)
all i wish was just HER...
& i am realli realli FIGHTING mentally inside mi
like i neber experienced before
i m nt the onli 1 suffering tis pain...some of my bros, & loves 1 too.
maybe it is just the begining or.........?
no matter wad i m 19 tis year turning 20 veri soon..

I MUST BE A MAN
*If not how to protect her* =)

2006-11-08T01:02:00.000+08:00

slack the whole day today till until ard 4 plus then mango & wilson came 2 my hse 2 meet mi
headed 2 woodland 2 play bball wif stella & 1 of her frienz Wei Hao *friendly guy*
haha neber expect the attitude i m playing wif was so different than last time haha
Miracle!! had fun burning their ass also la =x
ya..well the whole process was quite fun lo...other than mango my bros la
haax..he c 1 of the player buay song..play kinda rough ba
relax bro small case de la...
after tat went 2 nearby coffeeshop 2 have dinner then head home le lo
nth much 2 update today lo..hais but realli missing her badly..
She off her bloody fone cox she need 2 focus on her studies..=(
well i hope i can tahan/overcome tis hellacious period of time..

EVAN I MIZ U ...
*going nuts*
so i hope u do sumting about it =x lOl!

hm..dunnoe wad shld i do tml..hais

2006-11-07T23:26:00.000+08:00

1.Full name: Chua Yi Xiang Kelvin
2.Name backwards: nivleK gnaiX iY auhC
3.Meaning of name: Yi Xiang *Want Me To Know how to Think*
4.Nickname: Kelvin , K or Vin
5.Screen name: [K] e L v i n
6.D.O.B: 21 Jan 1987
7.Place of birth: Singapore
8.Nationality: Singaporean
9.Current location: Home Sweet Home
10.Star sign: Aquarius
11.Religion: Free Believer @ the Moment
12.Height: 174.8cm
13.Weight: 62kg
14.Shoe size: 10.5
15.Hair colour: Black
16.Eye colour: Black
17.Who do you look like: +HER+ 1 & only =p
18.Innie or outtie: Both
19.Lefty or righty: Righty
20.Gay, straight or others: Straight
21.Best friends: Nick, Derek, Cp, An Yong, Mango, Daniel, Akira, Razor & 91
22.Best friends you trust most:Raymond, Ellis, Mango, Nick, Derek, Daniel,Yumiki & CP
23.Favouite pals: Derek,Razor & Justin *Drifting Clan* =x
24.Best friends of opposite side: Pearly
25.Best buddies: Mango & Derek
26.Boyfriend or girlfriens: Both
27.Crush: +Her+ EVAN! =x
28.Parents: Nothing can describle what they have done for me *dunnoe hw 2 sae*
29.Worst enemy: ho ho ho...No Comment
30.Favourite online guy: None
31.Favourite online girl: Yuka
32.Craziest friend:Actually There is Plenty =x
33.Advise friend: Mango,Nick,Derek,Anyong,Cp,Zhiwei & Junjie
34.Loudest friend: Joys =x
35.Person you cry with:Nick,Razor,Derek & Mango
36.Any sisters: 1
37.Any brothers: None
38.Any disease: NO!
39.Pager: er... i guess the person who create this must be from FlinStone Age
40.Personal phone line: Yes!
42.Lave lamp: No
43.Pool or hot tub: Pool
44.A car: Yes! 100% Positive
45.Your pesonality: Direct,Friendly But Emotional Sometimes
46.Driving: Speed Demon =x
47.Room: Just 4 Me
48.What missing: My Dad & Her =(
49.School: ITE Dover
50.Bed: Picket & Rail ?
51.Relationship with parents: Marvellous (^-^)
52.Believe in yourself: Yes But not 100%
53.Believe in first sight of love: Yup
54.Good listener: Yes 100%
55.Get along well with parents: Yup They r Angels 2 mi haax
56.Save e-mail covers: er...she mo lai de
57.Pray: Yeah *still free thinker*
58.Believe in recarnation: Nt very sure about this *complicating*
59.Make fun of people: yeah nt illegal right? =x
60.Like to talk on the phone: Yeah To Improvise Friendship etc
61.Want to get married: Yup But Not So soon
62.Like to drive: yeah Initial D pro here! oOpz
63.Motion sickness: Ya Apply 2 Buses Only
64.Eat stem of brocoli: Yes
65.Eat chicken with fork: Yes +lame question+
66.Dream in colours: Yes
67.Type with your finger on your home roles: Don't really get the question
68.Sleep with stuff animals: No
69.Next to you: Nobody
70.On the walls of your room: SRW OG
71.On your mouse pad: Halo Optics Mouse
72.Dream car: Mazda Rx 7
73.Dream date: Caring,Understanding & Outgoing?
74.Dream honeymoon spot: Tokyo Japan
75.Dream husband or wife: Her! =x
76.Bedtime: around 2am plus
77.Under your bed:Nothing
78.Single most important question: Huh? Don't get the meaning
79.Bad time of the day: None 4 today
80.Your worst fear: Being Sick
81.The weather is: Dark
82.Time: 12:34am *Nice Number* haax
83.Date: 08 November 2006
84.Best trick you did on someone: Posterize & Burn people on my battleground *bball court*
85.Hardest thing about growing up: Life
86.Funniest experience:Well it was embrassing *ask mi if u wan 2 noe*
87.Scariest experience: Almost Drown in the Sea
88.Silliest thing you have ever said: Don't Know lei
89.Most desperate and funniest thing I have done to get the opposite sex: Shout 2 her I love you
90.Scariest thing while you are with your friends: lol BE a MAN! lol =x
91.Worst Feeling: Losing Everything
92.Best feeling in the world:Every Good things
93.Theme song: I m Coming - Rain

6 people to do this quiz:
Evan
Mango
Derek
May Mei
Yujun
Ellis

2006-11-05T11:45:00.000+08:00

hais...yesterday finally get 2 tok 2 her...
but haax..thing nt turning out the back i wish despite i tried my best
i nt even asking her 2 be wif mi nw...just wan her 2 consider
or i do i stand a chance right from the begining till nw
wad she sae was...i guess i make u suffer enuff
but did she ever tink tat? hw will i feel if i cant be wif her
doesnt tat make mi suffer too?
so far i felt tat all she sae finding an excuse 2 get rid of mi ba
while typing tis i fighting tis pain inside mi since i hang up wif her
before hanging up she ask mi 1 tupid lame question
Her:issit becox u like mi then u treat mi gd?
Mi: yes *pissed off* WTF ask mi tis?
i mean all my bros my close 1 all fake 1 ah...i mean if a guy like a girl
surely get more special attention than other right...ask tis type of crap
i realli hope i can overcome tis ba...
i think god can explain...guess i be skipping sch for tml
to kill all tis sorrow...memories in the past realli hurt
days wif u *ice skating,Sentosa* image of u in my mind
hais dunnoe...nw realli fighting veri hard mentally
nt 2 break down again...
ya...hate 2 admit...still...
i am still SILLY enuff i am falling 4 her
argh!

2006-11-05T00:22:00.000+08:00

whoosh~! =================
thing past just like tat...
realli appreciate people hu r helping & worrying about mi lately
*Bow* realli thx alot *ARIGATOU*
esp to *Nick,Derek,CP,An Yong,Junjie,Zhiwei & Mango etc*
ya...sorry May mei *my real sis* let u worry same apply 2 my Dad & Mum
realli let u down la...haax...but still it was the 1st time i experience tis
the hatred was so deep it make mi sumhow 'Mad'

& to u Luke u Son of a bitch...
i aready respected yr request asking mi 2 change my pic
u ask yrself did i change? then wad u ask for next? ask mi completely remove?
then i did nt response..wad u do?
tell 'sumone'...veri gd in fighting ah?
so plz tink before crossing the line again..if is nt my bros..my love 1 hu stop mi
i realli gurantee...and i mean GURANTEE....u nw lying in the ICU
k...i hope u remember tis...u must respect people before people respect u
tat is veri important ....u can sae i nt in position 2 sae tis...
but i am trying hard 2 IMPROVISE nw for the better ... i mean nobody is perfect right?
don wan 2 waste my breath on u anymore
i have my fault too..but hope u realise yr fault.

haax.^^.at least nw the anger,aggerssion & harted r gone
i guess..i need 2 do sumting 2 change nt onli becox of myself
perhap for all my love 1 , bros etc
will update veri soon
lastly realli wan 2 thx all my bros lo *mention above liao*
hm...realli felt paiseh lo...i mean dunnoe hw 2 repay back back their kindness
well end le

2006-11-03T19:22:00.000+08:00

IF YOU HAVE THE GUTS TO JIO PEOPLE to FIGHT
PLZ turn up...don be like AH GUA..KNN...k...
WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE TO TOK TO MI LIKE TAT
U SAE U VERI LI HAI IN FIGHTING AH?
U WAN TRY ANOT...IF NT PLEASE DON ACT U R SUMTING
AND GO SEEK 4 yR BLOODY BALLS
U CAN ESCAPE TODAY BUT NT FOREVER
JUST BRING IT...ASK YR MUM ALONG IF U R SCARE SISSY!
OR MAYBE YR GRANDMA 2 GIF U A NICE BLOWN JOB 2 HELP U WARM UP...SO FARK UP PCB!

2006-10-28T02:14:00.000+08:00

well...i m finally back le i guess..
althought it is nt 100% =)
but...well as least much better than the past few days
thx dad,mum,sis & all my bros frienz hu care about mi esp
mango
derek 3 bRos *so call hero*
razor
& so on
haha...nw i noe wad 2 do le
nw my goal is focus on her (evan)...budden in a different way than last time
sorri Evan noe i sumtime make u cry cox of mi...i heart pain also worx special 1 to u ba
STAND BY YOU no matter wad!
ya...tml finally sat le...haha
finally overcome tis hard time...
and my dad is coming back on Sunday *woot~*

lub ya evan *nth can change & replace u*

Hollaback~!

2006-10-26T02:15:00.000+08:00

in the end everything my fault ...
wadever thing i do also i wrong....
then tell mi WHAT THE FUCK SHLD I DO !
nobody tell mi other than blaming mi 4 wadever i do
then u lei...wad u do sia? i sae i nth..u deny
i wanna believe u but sumting tell mi maybe it is a cover up for rejection
i onli noe i gif my all * wad i can do i aready accomplish*
gals alway sae guys sux?
wad about themselves? so don throw the blame ard!

argh! knn just nw i shout onli ...my sis came in ask mi wad happen
i sae i in a bad mood nicely..instead she sae i ATTITUDE problem alway like tat
make mi more fed up
wah...tell mi la...*fuji ice palace *1st time i fainted becox of realtionship problem...
does anyone care? HELL NO !!!
other than 4 people , Mango , Razor , Akira & Zhe ..
the other ? MIA
wad i do...alway wrong...then onli i m the 1 suffering...
wad about u? u don even gif a DAMN about mi...
if i don sae y u neber sms mi ? will u?
still sae u care? ALL ARE LIES...
and u noe y i punch my fist 2 the wall,locker etc so hard
even though ut is swollen? cox i felt realli terrible inside
reason? cox i noe i cant have u even if i wait...
transfer the pain from my heart 2 my hand
*sound lame budden don believe u can try*
then farkin shitty people sae i stupid do tis kind of thing?
WHY? ask yrself la...when u r helpless wad u do...
vent out yr hatred , anger or frustration rite?

and i noe u have yr reason...but i just HATE 2 admit it...
i still LOVE You...until nw even though all tis shit is happening
*for all those people hu have grudges wif mi laugh all u wan nw*
cox it is the lowest and most dissapointing day i had tis year
tat include i had a FIGHT today at westmall before i went 2 the rink
*is the gangster find fault nt mi hor*
BLAMing mi again????
i guess being MR NICE GUY is xtremly diffcult 2 maintain
so well i guess i GONNA change
anyway i m as GOOD as DEAD ?
happi !?

tis is wad i AM experiencing nw ....if wan find fault wif mi
YOU ARE ALWAY WELCOME!
oh and derek u sae i sure can slp ah
wanna bet mah? i 3 straight farkin day neber slp mostly cox of her...
and nw is aready 240am le typing all my frustration and helplessness

lastly i was sorri for saying sum stuff in the fone today...for tis i admit is my fault
SO i am SORRI!
but can u understand wad i going thru?
i noe u having yr O level...under great pressure
wad about mi? did u spare a thought 4 mi?
hais.nvm..fark everything ba...
NO SCHOOL TOMMORROW for mi since i in tis state
everything in my life is just going down , and i hope sumone will help mi
make established a TURNING POINT...
nth but Suffering , TEARS & Sadness for tis past week
friends backstabbing mi, fighting, Alex's Death and.... lastly
Akira's NS days
well...bro...frankly speaking i will miz u...thx 4 everything since day 1
when i started skating...the ting u taught mi...everything la...so thx
and take care although i nt gd at words budden is from the bottom of my heart
...hope 2 c u veri soon bro...i tink alot of people will look forward 2 c u too

end

IF U SAW A DEAD END
DON'T GIF UP
THERE IS STILL HOPE AT THE CORNER

i m searching 4 the hope nw i guess
argh!

2006-10-24T20:36:00.000+08:00

SHATTERED HEART ,
SHATTERED DREAM ,
SHATTERED HOPE.

Dunnoe wad 2 do next...hais...esp tis time...guess the past is restarting again...
or perhap it is retribution ba...
busted my fist again yesterday well...why?
cause doesnt feel veri gd yesterday...then argh...vented all my emotion on the wall again
mango ...thx bro 4 comforting mi...
althought i busted my hand & it hurt but after tat i feel alot better
alot better than wad i m within tat past few mins

hais until nw... i aready done my best le la *done wad i CAN* and i realli mean it
but still it hurt alot...*been quite sum time i experiencing tis agony AGAIN*
missing her is terrible enuff...well...being without her is worse i guess..
till nw...she doesnt realise hw much i care,
hw much i lub,
hw much i wan u!
wad i can do nw is ...maybe be mentally prepare 4 the bad news ba
all i can sae is..I Lub You
argh typin tis entry sure is painful 4 mi man
things just happen sho fast i cant take the blow ba

1 - becox of her
2 - the death of my ITE friend Alex *respect* 4 u
Rest in peace bro ...we will miz u
3 - Akira going in his National service soon
bro take care man...

so bros & friends hope u all understand wad i m going thur nw
cox tis period of time .it was extremly hard 4 mi 2 control my feeling
hais...i remember i alway tell people 2 be strong mentally
turn out i m nt...but i will alway try my best ba.

hais...
end
i miz u evan...i realli do

2006-10-22T04:17:00.000+08:00

Saturaday 21 Oct
fark gt problem come find mi k...don blame her...
she don need hold tis responsibility 4 mi cox i m the 1 hu fall 4 her
so i ought 2 do tis...so if nt happi or wat etc come find mi straight away...
i mean she don deserve this ...sumore she rarely come skate
mainly cause of her O level...so PLZ don create any Shit ard...
i guess we human alway c people bad points nt their gd point
and u tis group of SHIT or farker u also reflect on youselves too la
either hate mi or love mi as friend BITCH!

2006-10-19T17:10:00.000+08:00

Thursday Oct 19
hais...aready the 5th day neber get 2 c her le..
tat y sumtime i was in a daze when people tokin 2 mi or wad
the undescriable feeling i have & the urge 2 c her =(
well...aready start sch 4th day le...neber went at all
*kinda in a holiday mood* no motivation at all
all becox of her i guess ...haax i miz u ...
wake up first ting..i call her...
finally she answer the call
chatted wif 4 about 15min
hang up the call cause her friend coming 2 her hse 4 studies
*i was so reluctant*
ya slack ard @ home either playin psp,xbox or Net
here i m nw bloggin

end here
I MIZ U EVAN! =x
jia you on yr O level

Wednesday Oct 18
yesterday mediacorp came 2 Fuji for sum kind of shooting scene
haha was quite nervous when the whole process started
esp when mi & An yong do the jump brake
in my mind i was like...*shit shit better don fall man*
in the end i guess it turn out ok
skated until ard 9.10pm
mi & mango dash to LJS for dinner ba
reason is cause we are meeting Akira , Jackson & Joewe for LAN
before tat the LAN shop was damn pack la
while waiting for seats was quite worried lo ...whole day was trying 2 contact her
but in vain haax =( *thx joewe 4 lending mi yr hp these couple of days*
at first was struggling wif the emotional ting la
budden after a while felt better when playing CS *noob here *
alot of farni ting happen la
play until ard reachin 1am *cant realli remember the time*
then head home wif Akira & Joewe
reach home le bath all tat
cant get 2 slp ...head my hse downstair 7 eleven 2 buy sum junk food & drinks
sat at the void deck
tink alot of ting la...well mostly is about her
she develop migraine since Tuesday
then rink de problem solve le ...another will like pop out of nowhere !sian!
lastly Akira going Army veri soon ba
thought about tis till ard 3am+ reachin 4am
went home

end here

2006-10-16T00:07:00.000+08:00

hm.back 2 the world of pain ever since i hang up Evan...
so...ya...tok 2 her for 2hrs plus i guess...
well tok sum interesting stuff la...ya and i sae wad i wanna sae le =)
hope 2 u c tml...
hais ya...tat all

missin u
peace out

2006-10-15T09:54:00.000+08:00

SAT 14 Oct

well...basically started off start the day by slacking at home first...
haha gonna meet her le ....YEAH! finally lo...miz her alot these days
ard 1pm+ dunnoe which police headquarter call mi ask mi go bugis police station tere
For interview la..then i stun *remember my wallet kena stolen*
ya cut it short la...well reason y the police wanted mi 2 go cause tere aready been 3-4 cases
of wallet missing just tis week....shit u tis pickpocket....
even the beggar at Rochor Road have more pride than u tis shit... =x
take my money! i wan buy her ting 1 lei...farker!~ lol
ya then hao le...walk ard bugis street 2 find the jacket tat i wanted 2 buy 4 her..
*the similar jacket as mine*
sadly the shop aready donne shift 2 where le...
rush 2 mrt station to go Dhoby Gaut Mrt station meet her
reach le veri stupid lo...i was kinda lost at tere la...
cause gt the other way 2 harbourfront 1 *tupid mi*
in the end found her lo..squeeze into the bloody train lo...
haha..damn jialat..i cant even move lo
then 'sumone' veri bad...keep on pinch mi nvm lei..
still wan use high heel step mi. sia la =.="
so either at the train li siao each other or chat while on our way
reach je le...she need go bukit batok find her mum
while i headed 4 the rink 4 sum skating action
hai...parted wif her de shi hou...kinda bu she de =( *sad*
reach rink...was greeted by CP lo...HELLO BRO haha =x and so on
razor keep li siao mi...cause i last time keep suan him..haha
akira was kinda angry wif xiuhui again...then i also sian..
cause she was like...wah everytime gt problem 1...genius sia
anyway akira don like tat la....relax man...maybe she just like 2 pull stunts onli
so cant blame her much =x lol..
so skated until ard 8pm..head for 130 for dinner
lol..mi,Ben,Nick,Justin damn farni la...keep suan alexis...Shuang mah?? oOpz
went 2 the rink again. c ang moh play ice hockey *the score was 9-1 shocking!*
slack at JEC while most of the people aready went home le
so left mi,akira,91 & jackson...end up we 4 play LAN at kpool
i was damn noob la...haha...was replying her msg and playing CS
but still i am lousy in CS...but i am gd in Halo =p
play until ard 310am sia...mi,akira & 91 take taxi go home le...
reach home de shi hou..kinda sneak in la...
don wan my mum 2 noe lo ...haha...
take a bath...lying on the bed..was exhausted ...
by all the ting going on FUN~
but realli miz her dammmnnnnn extremtly bad lo...=(
*unlike sumone* oopz
so i play my psp until ard 4+ reaching 5am...
before falling aslp...
just nw wake up de shi hou found out i was lying on my psp..LOL! *panic*
ya..so here i am bloggin again...
well dunnoe hw am i going 2 spend my last day of holiday
tml start the bloody sch le...so wad ...i maybe nt going
all i care nw is just her lo
concentration everything focus are on her..
hais...realli miz u damn bad
lastly don stress yrself too much ok...
k gonna end man
c ltr akira gt call mi 2 go out anot...
yeah
PEACE OUT~

2006-10-13T17:54:00.000+08:00

=( nth much 2 update lately la...
well i have been staying at home for 2 straight day cox of her ba...
haha today suppose 2 skate de...neber go cox she no mood 2 go lately .
sumtime when tokin 2 her on fone she will just cry =(
argh *hen xin tong* cause nt by her side either 2 comfort her or do sumting nice
lastly must take care worx...recently i noe u nt feeling veri well
hm...nvm ^^
haax been planning 2 buy her a jacket
*same as mine* bought at bugis street de haha
reason is yr jacket useless de...=x
wear le no use 1 nt warm de...so decided 2 buy u 1
most likely tml go buy haha... school term starting on 16 oct
sian lo...sch sux...was hoping the time slot wun clash wif my skating time
well end here ...
my thought & feeling 4 the past 3 days....

miz ya

2006-10-10T12:23:00.000+08:00

MONDAY 9 OCTOBER *Bad Day*

so fast my dad need 2 fly back 2 oversea 4 his business trip again...
haax...thx for everything dad...i guess we gonna miz u...

start the day off..at usual have my breakfast then play my psp 2 kill time
cox meeting mango at tis je mrt station 2 go bugis street
reach tere de shi hou is ard 12 plus..walk ard la...lol forget tat...the shop neber open so early
so wanted 2 buy ting also hen nan..cox most of the shop close !sian!
bought a t shirt & 3/4 pant before my wallet lost...hais
if u all wanna noe wad happen ask mi...cox hard 2 explain the incident haa
realli no mood for tat period of time
so mani ting inside
*My IC
*My Ezlink
*Neoprint i take since early 2004 =( *memories gones*
*My Initial D card *play until ard $1000+ de *argh*
*Wallet *Worth $199 my dad buy 4 mi de =( fark sia
*Cash Inside have ard $120++ *Haix!*

hm well Mango thx 4 comforting mi man...
Lucky u went out wif mi too if nt i don even have money 2 go home!
went 2 the rink after tat...2 settle xiuhui problem
jialat sia so mani ting happen budden hope she REALLY change la
& don becox of small ting then out of frustration or anger sae :
" i wun skate anymore"
slack until ard 5+ or 6pm before...
mi , joys , Aaron & Suki leave 4 Cck again
lol...went 2 suki condo downstairs tere 2 chat
before akira came lo...
haax budden lame ..i fall aslp at the swimming pool benchs
lol suki was been push 2 the pool by akira lol damn farni
then gt 1 gua lan kia wan find fault wif akira
*wei small kid go home la*
9pm+ mi ,Joys and Aaron decided 2 head home
reach home..le bath all tat lo
then call akira 2 con...all tat
haax...in the end gt sum problem la
so i temporary leave the con 4 a while
come back de shi hou ...
all i heard are ....Snoring Sound lOl!
then hang up lo
jiu went 2 slp le...
anyway 10 October le

HAPPY BIRTHDAY EVAN...
Wish u all the Best

well...end here
take care

2006-10-08T00:53:00.000+08:00

BACKx...fRom hEll! lol
been quite a while i blog le....busy accopany my dad
morining ard 8 plus my dad wake mi up 2 go have breakfast at Mac
after tat..went home slack a while then prepare go JE meet Evan
haha ... * kidnapped yr bloody fone 4 a day*
actualli is yesterday she forget 2 take back from mi la
then meet her 230pm...waited 4 her a "while" so call a while...
waited half way tat period saw aaron...haha yo PLUTO...
GO BACK 2 YR DUMBASS PLANET!! ...Oopz =x
Joking Bro
went 2 the rink 2 look ard ba...cox Uncle Neo's birthday
nothing but respect 4 him i guess...haax...
then... those shit happen~....aiya don wish 2 sae...
i just wanna enjoy life...
went 2 KFC 2 makan...
-my stomach Indicator - EMPTY!!!! =x lol!
lol...jialat....morining Mac..Afternoon KFC...wad next...
went take Neoprint wif evan & aaron before evan leave 4 town
left mi & aaron we went 2 the arcade 2 have sum fun la...
play 4 a while ...went up 2 the rink again..until ard 620pm
went Westmall 2 meet my Dad 4 dinner
decided 2 dine @ Delifrance...neber expect...
THE SERVICE sux...unlike sum outlet...
lol..my sis order the cashier so rude..
i order she tok nicely lol sia la farni sia..
after tat went 2 my grandma hse...at CCK ...
hang ard tere till 10pm then we head home...
watch teebee *jacky jacky go*
here i m nw blogging again...haax
last few shout outs...

My Dad & Mum. - Thx 4 Everything *dunnoe y i sae also* farni sia
Derek - BRO...take care la...5 stitches onli lei dunnoe hu sae lo
Akira - Bro...for all those asshole & bitches don care so much la..
just had a gd time before 2 enter the Army
Aaron & Daniel - WEI WEI WEI....u 2 ah...faster be gd frienz lei
don quarrel anymore
Evan - Si ah Soh i nt uncle la..dumbass
Uncle Neo - Happy Birthday 2 u man...lol

end
PEACE oUtTA~

2006-09-27T22:58:00.000+08:00

hais...having bloody diahorrea since 4am+ ....
sian lo...pain like hell...then in the end tahan until almost the whole night neber slp
until my dear dear come my hse again at ard 12+...
watch TV & use com and slack ard ba...
till 3 plus until i bring her home....
then at cck mrt station de shi hou...while my dear wait 4 my train 2 come
saw alexis lo...haha small world sia
then decided to go JEC for a while
reach rink...saw joyce , xiuhui & alfreda they all
lol..kinda farni la cox Steven & Nolan throw ice @ them
they all retaliate by shouting back...: 'gay gay gay gay gay'!
then head home at ard 5 plus...reaching 6
actualli wan c doc de...then was like better le
so decided nt 2 c ....until tomolo morining
c whether my diahorrea gt worsen ma...
at home...use Msn,Psp & Xbox 2 entertain myself ba...haax
then my mum so nice bought fish soup 4 mi
while watching the channel 5 show 'Broken Arrow'
haax...then nw conferencing wif my dear, Akira , & Aaron...

end here....

2006-09-27T03:15:00.000+08:00

woke up at 11 plus today..haax..kinda rare sehx
*maybe cox aaron ton @ my hse ba*
then was waiting 4 dear,akira & joyce's co 2 come my hse ba...
watch part of a movie *Snake On A Plane* until ard 3pm
before we leave 4 JEC again...lol...
main point was actualli 2 settle the issue about tzehui & Candis ba
in the end...hais...actualli i was hoping tings will turn out smooth..
but..it turn out ugly again..cant help much actualli...
my words doesnt carry any weight 2 most people i guess..
so in the end..tok until ard 4 plus before entering the rink 2 skate
=( dear dui bu qi...neber bring u home for 2 days le...
skated wif zhiwei,stella and Lao Da too...
haax...treat mi as gd as dead de har..zhiwei.FINALLY AH lol JK
but they left at ard 7pm...lol sian...
so left mi, akira, vytor and 3 ngee ann skater...
then skate ah...until veri exhausted..bu zhi dao wei she mo...
anyway i m a noob ba in everything...useless mi...
lousy in...
* Ice Skating , Studies , Maybe Charater wise too etc*
regarding my attitude of course...
oh..Btw Tzehui u send mi a msg in friendster here goes..

hey kelvin .. no matter what happenbetween mi and yu jun ... or the rink ..i truely wish you 2 can last =)really ...anyway .. thanks for helping mi in the past..BYE

i wish u all the best too...but...hais until nw...i dunnoe wanna help u anot
but i guess...maybe u shld apologize 2...Suki,Joyce and Akira ba
for the mistake & misunderstanding which occured in the rink for about a week?
or else...it will be like a neber ending war i guess...
well i guess Tzehui u must be resposible for yr action.
haax..been veri emotional lately ...*also dunnoe y*
maybe is a wake up call or i am like experiencing hw hard life is?
dunnoe la...hais wth am i tokin man....
Akira bro...i noe letting her go is hard...but u have 2 endure ba
reason is even if u 2 r together,i guess u 2 wun last
becox of all tis shit lately.
lastly 2 my dear dear suki
those sweet drawing u gif mi
thx alot muackx..it sumhow motivate mi
muackx

end here ba...LOOKIN FORWARD to OCT 4 for my Dad's Return!

2006-09-25T02:30:00.000+08:00

Meeting her later worx..woot!..At Jec...
rush 2 jurong east interchange & reach ard 750pm
kinda enthu 2 see her but in the end waited until 825pm (-__- ")
suki call mi sae go entertainment find her...hai si wo sia...lol...
make mi sit tere until my butt pain le...
met her...went 2 the rink 2 c those Canadian play hockey for a short while
HUNGRY ler...haven had dinner yet...so went 2 kobayanshi have my dinner
sumhow rush thru the meal abit..cox suki need 2 reach home by 9pm
after tat ,as usual lo...bring her home.
Reach CCK de shi hou, the MRT veri zhun came also
sian wanted 2 pei her 4 a while more de sia =(
head home le....then nw conferencing wif ...
suki, joyce, xiuhui, aaron & akira
and people hu gt problem wif my dear come find mi...
don go li siao siao her or wad shit...
hao le..end here..

take care & gd nitex bro and peeps

2006-09-25T01:34:00.000+08:00

SAT 23 September 2006

morining wake up at 9am haha...quite rare sia normally woke up 11 plus...REASON??? ----
Cox need meet my dear! yeah yeah! haha
then meet her le jiu go zane hse 2 downgrade my psp !! woot~
at zane hse hen hao sia..gd hospitality...cox zane's mum even buy chicken rice for mi and suki...
then at zane's hse watch sum farni and lame movie...
until ard 2 plus...we leave zane hse
reach rink at ard 350pm+...lol jialat!!!...
on the spot speed skate sia...haha ...no warm up + sumore blunt blade!..
speed like tortorise haha.... *cross until hen xin ku*
then skate, skate & skate fatigue like hell ...until ard 930pm+...
pei suki go LJS eat lo...haha...tok about sum recent problem...hais
hope all problem end asap la...veri sian wif all tis crap nowaday
after tat akira & co wan 2 go S11 have their dinner
so mi and suki tag along also la....lol..then joey,akira & daffy veri farni
go li siao the so call 'auntie' who is taking order...
then chatted until 1120pm...mi & suki rush 2 MRT station Chiong ah!!
lol! lame...
scare we cant catch the last train ma =x
then bring her her home le....i head home too lo...
kinda bu she de... =( haax
just wanna sae....
lub ya dear!

2006-09-22T18:29:00.000+08:00

today wake up...then waited for aaron,xiuhui and 'na chi' 2 come my hse..
before heading 2 the rink again...lol ...my life was like...everyday the same sia...SIAN!
went to westmall buy the panadol cold relief for tat 'na chi'..
still sae i go buy Old Chang Kee...What onli...=x
reach rink..saw those ngee ann people lol...My tu di ! *forget his name* =x
can c next time he can be a pro veri soon...so jiayou!
went to kobayashi have lunch again then aaron sb li siao...
keep shoot ice at 'na chi' lol...Song boh! oOpz :x
330pm 'na chi' need go home so mi & aaron pei her take MRT bring her home lo...
left mi and aaron was like...eerrr...was is next..
decided to go Lot 1 de Arcade kill our time...
in the end ...same pattern Initial D again...but tis time...lol ownt people until hen shuang ! woot~
just $1 play ard 4 matches. VS sumore la *stupid gangster act onli*..right aaron Shuang mah ?
Help u level up sia owe mi 1 =x jk
after tat realli nth 2 do...head home le...Here i am nw..blogging lo...sb sian...
hope tomolo wun so sian.so!..KBOX here i come...shld be going zane hse 2 downgrade my psp stuff too.
thx alot zane. i appreicate it! ^^
hope tomolo will be a action pack and thrilling day...
lastly watever crap & problems in the rink faster be solve ba
hate those troublemaker...u noe hu u are, BITCH!

end here
take care

2006-09-22T02:22:00.000+08:00

slacking day again...woke up @ ard 130pm++ then pia go bath.
in case tat 'na chi' wan take my bloody pic again. *pervert* oOpz =x
then xiuhui,pohlern and 'na chi' slack at my hse for a while lo....all of them act like siao char bo..
esp..tat...u noe...sumone hu alway sae...'I don't really like this ah' dunnoe hu lo...
i guess her name shld be....hm...hm......hm....*NA CHI*...
suay suay left my hse reaching mrt station notice i forget take my pocket money
so run home take
while the rest head 2 the rink first. Reach rink de shi hou..saw Alfreda lo...
went Kobayashi 2 makan. 'Na chi' at tere complain : SO SELFISH eat YOURSELF.
hao xin gif her 1 shisamo,she guyi eat slowly then i cant use the chopstick..BITCH =x OOpz
decided 2 head 2 Lot 1 cox @ rink nth 2 do..
At MRT keep hit 'na chi' head *cox she alway li siao siao mi*
then reach le...aaron tag along wif us lo....slack ard at lot 1 till akira head home...
reach akira de hse downstair de shi hou...quite sian lo...alot of mosquitoes..nb tupid insects.
budden still hang ard tere till..7pm+
head to Lot 1 again...play initial D...*sian..the accelerator spoilt* argh! MY FD damn slow >.<
decided 2 go 'na chi' de hse blk downstair..then she sae 9pm then can...
waited and slack againat CCK from 815pm-920pm
finally she came!
chat our problems among ourselves including the rink problem la...hais sian lo ...so mani tai chi.
until ard 950pm ''na chi' need to go home..so we head home too...
reach home le....have my dinner...and blah blah blah...
then sum matter arises...D:
hm..'na chi' cheer up ...i noe sumtime matter and reality r veri hard 2 face ba.
i guess nobody wan 2 c u sad.
even though u sae u are nt...so...ya ...
i guess i am lousy in cheering people up (so sorry)
hope u realli look on the bright side
looking forward on sat...Cox going Kbox...! haax...so anyone wan 2 join in can inform mi in my tagboard.THX!

end here

2006-09-20T02:36:00.000+08:00

hm...well today can sae was FUN day....
slp till 140pm+ then meet up wif suki....so bitchy as usual =x oOpz...hm...then went 2 rink meet daniel, aaron,alexis,joyce and xiuhui..hais...then c joyce was like crying ba...cheer up yea...i guess let time heal u..after tat went library lo...haax..as usual la...all sae wan study in the end..haha was loafing or slacking ard until ard 430pm++...then aaron went home follow by the rest...so was left wif alexsi, derek and mi ba....haax...went to arcade play the bball tingy wif my bro derek..lol..the ball also hit my face when it rebounded.
after tat slack again at LJS until ard 8pm + ba....take 66 home...after pei derek & alexis for their respective buses...
reach home le just Eat, eat and eat lo ...haha...
then here i am nw !

2006-09-18T20:19:00.000+08:00

hm....well...today was sort of ...BORING day...haha....whole day stay at home nth 2 do ba....other than play video games and eating...lol...maybe tomolo go skate or go find sum job since i had quite a long holiday ...well end here...and thx 2 those hu tag my board recently

2006-09-15T02:45:00.001+08:00

3 letter... FARK UP DAY!!!! HW OLD LE still tink tis way....*shake head*

2006-09-13T23:45:00.000+08:00

hm....wah 1st entry seh...lol....hm..overall was realli bad day today...today wake up at 11am then slack ard at home...1pm prepare go sch for exam...hai...then in the end cant sit for the bloody exam cox kena debarred by the fark up teacher *who like don care don care those type* hais...then need repeat the module for 6 months again i guess...then after tat went to rink slack for a while then take MRT pei suki go home..After tat Chiong home 2 change 2 skate ...skated wif dan,jeff,zhe etc la...HUNGRY~! ler go LJS makan then saw akira they all....in the end pei akira,alexsi and aaron at CCK chat for a while then head home...then here i AM nw !